頻頻自定框框的人生

自己在生活中，

常為自己訂立了很多的框框。

但又常常自覺有需要打破這些框框。

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自立自破，

也算是雙重人格嗎？

昨天如此遙遠

The Beatles - Yesterday

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay

oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly I'm not half the man I used to be

There's a shadow hanging over me

Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go?

I don't know, she wouldn't say

I said something wrong

Now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Why did she have to go?

I don't know, she wouldn't say

I said something wrong

Now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday love was such an easy game to play

Now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday...

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Still Alice - No Secrets (OST)

 

 

忘情不能不如記著

The Script - Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cause you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

no it don't break even...

經典都要經得起考驗

大家都是運動鞋，

有些快要淘汰；有些重新生產！

例如，快要停產，

一些品牌的舊型號的運動鞋近年卻重新生產，

成為常規產品。

我以前穿的 白飯魚運動鞋和Puma波鞋，

他們的命運真是很不同呢！



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第一次穿名牌波鞋的滴汗經驗。。。

16.01.2013
 

直至七十年代初，我們穿白飯魚波鞋，

多是為了實用目的；為了方便。

當踏入青春期，

做了中學生人就自然會想裝身扮靚，

展示自我，吸引注意。

穿波鞋也不再純為了實用為了方便，

更多時是為了【型】！


於是會開始蓄錢，

買對有顏色有裝飾有牌子的波鞋，

穿鞋當fashion。

七十年代初出品波鞋的外國大牌子不如現在多，

出品的鞋子的款式也不如現在多！

記得那時受歡迎的波鞋大牌子主要是 Adidas 和 Puma。

我蓄錢買對藍色 Puma波鞋，【型】！

我的二弟蓄更多錢買了一對更貴的紅色 Adidas Gazelle 波鞋，

更【型】！

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但令人滴汗的是，

那時學校是不准穿雜色波鞋上堂甚至上體育堂的。

想穿這些鞋作實用目的也不能！

原因除了不合校服顏色標準外，

另外一個原因是怕散播虛榮心，

引起個個同學想穿名牌貨喔！

由此知道那時用一百幾十塊錢，

買對有顏色有裝飾有牌子的波鞋穿，

已經很虛榮！

我是一顆終要著地的雪花

要是在生命中遇到一些動盪和逆境，

哈~ 那當然也會是好事呢！

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I'm gonna live until I die - Rodriguez

 

 

 
I'm gonna live untill I die!

I'll take a chance flying high,

Before my number's up, I'm gonna fill my cup,

I'm gonna live, I'm gonna live, until I die!

They're gonna say "What a guy!"

I'm gonna play for the sky.

Before my number's up, I'm gonna fill my cup,

I'm gonna live, I'm gonna live, until I die!

The blues I lay low, I'll make them stay low,

They'll never trail over my head.

I'll be a devil, till I'm an angel, but until then.

I'm gonna laugh 'stead of cry,

I'll take a chance flying high,

before my number's up, I'm gonna fill my cup,

I'm gonna live, I'm gonna live, I'm gonna live , until I die!

再見「白飯魚」

最近讀報得知，

香港六七十年代學生哥，

上運動堂必穿的運動白布鞋「白飯魚」，

現因需求減小少人穿著，白鞋廠面臨而停產。

有個別學校更建議學童避免穿白飯魚鞋在運動場上比賽，

物理治療師亦指白飯魚無法完全保護足踝，

尤其加重扁平足負擔，最嚴重致腳部變形，

隨時傷上加傷，成為白飯魚加速被淘汰的另一主因。

是的，我也不穿「白飯魚」多年了：

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黑飯魚 對 白飯魚

2012年11月26日星期一

最近因工作需要，買了一對“黑飯魚”穿著。
每對港幣25圓。相對其他鞋價，
算是超便宜，有點恍如隔世之感。

“黑飯魚”使我想起了以前讀書時穿“白飯魚”的回憶。

白飯魚

 

以前讀中學有體育堂的日子，
我們要帶體育堂校服鞋襪回校，
到體育堂時，要換體育衣物。

體育鞋就是一對“白飯魚”。
“白飯魚"鞋身全布造，占空間小，很容易攜帶。

穿白飯魚當然比穿皮鞋適合。
體育堂課的活動，多在學校操場跑跑跳跳，
"白飯魚"很夠用了。

但那一次我參加校運會四百米接力賽，
我第一次發覺，"白飯魚"不夠用了。
原來"白飯魚"鞋底在沙地跑步因摩擦力不夠會跑不起來，
甚至很易會失重心而跌倒。。。

後來才知內行的同學跑沙地都穿用釘鞋的。
我那一次穿"白飯魚"跑四百米接力賽，
當然最後輸到無影啦！

只想給你看到

The Script - If you could see me now

"If You Could See Me Now"

(Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

It was February 14 Valentine's Day
The roses came but they took you away
Tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm
Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone
And I'll never get to show you these songs
Dad you should see the tours that I'm on
I see you standing there next to Mom
Both singing along, yeah arm in arm
And there are days when I'm losing my faith
Because the man wasn't good he was great
He'd say "Music was the home for your pain"
And explained I was young, he would say
Take that rage, put it on a page
Take the page to the stage
Blow the roof off the place
I'm trying to make you proud
Do everything you did
I hope you're up there with God saying "That's my kid!"

[Chorus:]
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

If you could see me now would you recognize me?
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me?
Would you follow every line on my tear-stained face
Put your hand on a heart that was cold
As the day you were taken away?
I know it's been a while but I can see you clear as day
Right now, I wish I could hear you say
I drink too much, and I smoke too much dutch
But if you can't see me now that shit's a must
You used to say I wont know a wind until it crossed me
Like I wont know real love 'til I've loved and I've lost it
So if you've lost a sister, someone's lost a mom
And if you've lost a dad then someone's lost a son
And they're all missing out, yeah they're all missing out
So if you get a second to look down on me now
Mom, Dad I'm just missing you now

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

Oh, oh
Would you call me a saint or a sinner?
Would you love me a loser or winner?
Oh, oh
When I see my face in the mirror
We look so alike that it makes me shiver

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Yeah I'm just missing you now

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

If you could see, you could see me now [x2]

秘密武器終須登場呀！

近來天氣很差，感冒吃西藥多天未愈。

喉嚨還愈來愈痛。

家人提議，要出秘密武器了！

他們拿出一樽陳年鹹柑桔沖水給我喝！

不過， 我想，

用鹹柑桔水醫喉嚨痛，

真的這樣有效嗎？

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一樽樽的鹹柑桔的歲月檢閱...

2009年3月14日

鹹柑桔的製作方法是用粗鹽將柑桔密封在陰涼處長年醃製...

飲用時，取適量咸柑桔置杯中，

稍搗爛，以暖開水沖勻飲食。

飲鹹柑桔水對醫喉嚨痛、燥熱等病症特別有效...

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有些人醃製成了一些陳年鹹柑桔，

有喉嚨痛都不捨得喝...因為太珍貴...

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或者那些陳年鹹柑桔是用來懷念，

那久遠年月之前親身為你醃製鹹柑桔的那些人...

夢見十年後的我

收到四年前的自己寫給四年後的自己的明信片

今天，收了這張postcard：

 

這是我用慢遞服務,
 
四年前寫給未來的自己的,

 幾年前blog大流行, 人人寫blog,

我也開始寫,

後來Facebook出現後,

很多blog友都轉去Facebook了...

Twitter出現後,

又有很多blog友都轉去Twitter了...

Facebook, Twitter我也有試用過一陣,

現在還是覺得blog最適合我...

看看我可以寫blog寫到未來的幾時...

四年後的現在的自己，
我收到了這張postcard,
 我還在寫blog呢,
寫這個blog，前後8年了！
四年加四年共八年，
加多兩年共十年，
人生有幾多個十年~